German himself no sense

Sometimes, a self-German ascribe too much. Therefore you begin then to write English. Actually, you want to take only your 'best friend' and let it go over your skin. But you also do not really want. For him. Although you do not know how it goes with you. Your jealousy is just unbearable. You no longer want. 'd Rather be pulling out all alone through the world and do it all alone, no matter how hard it is. You know you can do it but you dare to venture simply do not do anything and leave everything behind you. It's the same feeling as when you must walk down a steep slope to get up and, do not dare, but just know you need some time among them. And once you're down you go voluntarily back up because it was then not yet as bad as you thought. Why must love be so hard? Why is there love at all? One has but friendship. Love and friendship brings tears dried the tears and the heart can laugh again ... Sometimes even friendship brings the heart to laugh not because it simply was torn into two parts. Love sucks ...
End or at reboot?
Golden boy? I love you. But it goes no further ...